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Theres nothing like a party at the brown house, then going to dicks at 1 in the morning for a burger and a milkshake.
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    drunk drunk

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I remember how in highschool i had all these big ideas about how my life would go

I'd study in Europe...

See paris in the spring time

Live in London


Why is it that the goals start to become harder to grasp.

I can see them right there...but there is so many obstacles
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    John Mayer

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My monkey pants are missing...this has made me extremely sad, since i move back to seattle tomorrow morning

without my monkey pants


*SOB*

Lonely nights lead to lonely thoughts....

I was thinking it's a sign that the freckles
in our eyes are mirror images and when
we kiss they're perfectly aligned
and I have to speculate that god himself
did make us into corresponding shapes like
puzzle pieces from the clay
and true, it may seem like a stretch, but
its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
head when you're away when I am missing
you to death



I go back to school next week...next week...it sounds so close, but i feel so infinately far from being ready. Everyone is already gone and enjoying their sophomore year of college, and yet deep down i dont want to leave my room. What if its like last year again. Some things will be hard once again...having all these experiences and only getting to tell ian about them over the phone, not being able to share them with him by my side. I thought i would have gotten used to it...but it's just as hard as last year..and school hasnt even started yet.

Damn

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Two more days of work then I get to go camping with Ian.

Work is easy. It's just boring, and I dont like boring.

When I get back to school I wont be working nearly as much as I do now. Thank God



I just want to spend time with Ian now. I feel like I'm wasting precious time.

:(



Hold me, my world is closing
Help me to keep it open